
Family
Secret Gussie refilled the bucket and Francine led her some small distance away, then directed her to quietly move some bushes aside. There, in the meadow beyond, a fox searched carefully through the brush, looking for something. Just then, a pheasant jumped into the air, clearing the fox's sharp teeth by mere inches, as he lunged, too late, after his erstwhile meal. "Did you see the pheasant before she moved?" asked Francine. "No!"
replied Gussie, goggle-eyed with wonder at the sight she
had just witnessed. "That's alright," said Gussie, "That nasty old bear deserved it!" "Did he?" Francine asked, "He saw your scream as a challenge, a threat to his own life. Was he so wrong in protecting himself?" "Well, uh. I guess not, but, but." her protests died faster than she could speak them. "So now it's my fault? He should have eaten me?" Gussie began to cry. "No, little one!
You are worth much more than the bear! But you must learn
to live in harmony with your surroundings. Look at that
rock." Gussie looked down at a flat boulder embedded
in the ground. "I think it does that to scare me! I don't know what it will do next! But I bet you don't want me to smash it, do you?" "You're
right!" Francine nodded approvingly. "I don't
want you to hurt him. And he does that so you WON'T know
where he's going next. But it's not to scare you. He is
hunting. He wants to pounce on his victim, but he knows
he is being watched. So, he goes until he thinks his
quarry will surely see him, and then he stops to 'hide'.
Then because he is still too far away, he starts another
dash, until he succeeds or is discovered. Your fears see
his movements as a threat, just like the bear's fear made
him see your screams as a threat. Control your fear and
everyone wins, most of all yourself!" Francine
turned and galloped away, leaving Gussie to find her
camp, where she continued doing her chores. But she also
thought a great deal about what Francine had told her. A few days later, the wagon camp was set upon by a half-dozen thieves. They quickly hustled the men away, no doubt planning something terrible for the women-folk, but they didn't seem very concerned with the children at all. Gussie decided to apply what she had learned from Francine recently, and hid herself away among the stores within the wagon. Most of the food was in barrels outside, but they were carrying valuables that the thieves would have loved to take, if they ever saw them! Her Mother's gold locket was in the jewelry chest with a few other items; rings, a cameo, necklace chains, and two pearl earrings, all of which represented a great deal of the family's wealth. Gussie silently crawled to the chest, opened it, and poured its contents onto an open diaper, which she then folded and buried in the bottom of the wagon. She then took the dirty clothing awaiting washing in the next stream, and began tossing them over the entire contents of the wagon. She buried herself in the pile just before one of the brigands walked up and shoved the canopy aside, looking for trouble or valuables. Gussie smiled grimly
to herself, vowing to be BOTH if at all possible.
Noticing the barrel of Father's rifle partly uncovered,
she took advantage of the thief's momentary distraction
to better conceal it. In another moment, he was gone, at
least for a while, and she took the opportunity to take
the weapon from its pegs. Wrapping it in a small blanket,
she picked up her doll and the camouflaged rifle. She
threw another blanket over her shoulders, tied the rifle
behind her back, and quietly snuck out the back of the
wagon, planning to go to Mother, if possible without
their noticing. Otherwise, she would pretend to just be a
small, scared child without the wit to be a threat. She
had seen her Mother shoot deer often enough to know she
was as good a shot as Father was. And if she could get
the rifle to her, they could create enough confusion to
allow the men access to their own weapons. Taking single
steps, Gussie began making her way to the women, doll
clutched tightly in one arm, thumb stuck
uncharacteristically in her mouth. Halfway to the women,
her mother saw her and called out to her, "Gussie!
Run Away!" Unfortunately, this attracted the
attention of the bandits, and one of them started running
towards her, drawing his pistol at the same time. Gussie
screamed and ran to her mother, hoping the thief would
let them stay together. He slowed to a stop, holstered
his weapon, and made a small threat if Gussie tried that
again. "Well done, young one!" "Francine! You startled me!" "Startled? Why
bother now with fear?" Francine asked. "Those
men would have hurt you in ways you cannot begin to
understand. But you stopped them. Your courage saved your
family and your friends. I am very proud of you!" |